as if the world were gone

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come visit me into my dreams you come to me every other night my heart is heavy my sleep is light onto a raft I drift led only by streams   the gentle waves swing me to sleep and I … Continued

until the clock stays still

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for a not yet committed sin nevertheless I’m culpable for the sin not committed is I am indeed miserable   the thought that never wants to leave my head in peace by day and night it haunts me towards the … Continued

it / streams

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it rips me from the inside behind leaves emptiness and dust nothing more than a hollowed crust voided of any life or pride   the days go by yet time stays still reverberates through recollections no star can give me … Continued

pray / gods

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it hurts yet I cannot stop it I trick myself into believing another one won’t hurt my living another step to the bottomless pit   I pray I can keep far away the spirits feasting on my flesh they carve … Continued

blue / red

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the empty kitchen smells like mould the tiles are green the mood is blue since yesterday it has a darker hue turns even darker with the cold   for all I’ve tried I can’t escape it climbs relentless up my thoughts nevertheless … Continued

bird / handkerchief

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it’s been a moment just a glimpse of what it could have been one day tonight I mourn in the dark I pray because of me life has left its limbs   it’s been a minute just a breath it is not breathing … Continued

new / moon

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the roof over my head is an empty sky freedom ain’t easyI’ve quickly grown old I often feel hungerI often feel cold yet what I miss most is a person’s smile   I am but a botherno more than a … Continued

greed / death

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I walk through the valley of man’s greed the river is long gone and its bed is dry a red sun evaporates every tear I cry before they can drop and water the weed   no man shall live like … Continued

resignation / horizon

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mother had warned me long ago it runs through the family blood gluttony now drags me in the mud and the desire never stops to grow   perhaps it’s written in the stars that these steps I should follow inside … Continued