initiation – Raz David studio https://razdavid.studio pour la beauté de l'art Mon, 29 Aug 2022 10:24:44 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://wordpress.org/?v=6.9.4 https://razdavid.studio/wp-content/uploads/2025/04/cropped-favicon-v1-32x32.png initiation – Raz David studio https://razdavid.studio 32 32 joy and pain https://razdavid.studio/joy-and-pain/ Mon, 29 Aug 2022 10:24:44 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1313 Continued]]> it’s hard to dream alone again after four years holding hands yet dreams turned into quicksands bittersweet taste of joy and pain as I put both onto a scale over and over through the years with regret I’d proven my fears content had never been more frail this time there is no turning back future and past jostle among them from their tirades beginnings stem colorful ones which I’ll…

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]]> found https://razdavid.studio/found/ Mon, 29 Aug 2022 10:14:41 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1312 Continued]]> forgive me for I wasn’t there I left but I could have returned busy by everyday concerned forever this weight I will bear I turned my back on you when told I’ve heard you’ll soon be coming home I didn’t go and now the storm has ravaged it and brought its cold mom said call him but I forgot how much I wish that I had called to tell you how much I had loved the father I had never got the child…

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]]> lost https://razdavid.studio/lost/ Mon, 29 Aug 2022 10:07:02 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1309 Continued]]> they will call you and say I’m lost for the first time I found the way they will despair and crawl away because today I’m but a ghost we just live and then we just die sometimes we die before we’re dead when there’s no will to go ahead I have to live but tell me why make up a reason and feed me tell me it’s worth to see tomorrow while today I drown in my sorrow today it’s lake…

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]]> dream / abyss https://razdavid.studio/dream-abyss/ Sun, 07 Mar 2021 18:13:26 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1292 Continued]]> I keep falling into this dream and every time I wake up I slip back into the stream to abyss my soul I dip by day and night I evermiss the chance to redeem the fight is lost before it starts inside the scream cannot come out if not in arts from the maze of the mind I shout but there’s no voice to hear in memories I find no friend the mournful fear alone is why dreaming asleep I spend…

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]]> dantesque / pit https://razdavid.studio/dantesque-pit/ Sat, 19 Dec 2020 16:27:26 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1262 Continued]]> I know this feeling will never extinguish despite all I do to put it out it will burn forever without a doubt feeding the angst that I can’t relinquish I wish the years will smooth the rocky trail only the moonlight will show me the way with unknown purpose in this world I stray and find no solace in telling my tale my destination lies on the horizon no matter how far I travel I can’t…

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]]> as if the world were gone https://razdavid.studio/as-if-the-world-were-gone/ Fri, 18 Dec 2020 23:03:39 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1241 Continued]]> come visit me into my dreams you come to me every other night my heart is heavy my sleep is light onto a raft I drift led only by streams the gentle waves swing me to sleep and I don’t know where to I’m taken I have no power left to waken dreams of you into my night seep you take my hand then kiss my cheeks how much I wish these dreams were real as much I wish you knew what I feel I…

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]]> until the clock stays still https://razdavid.studio/until-the-clock-stays-still/ Fri, 18 Dec 2020 22:57:42 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1240 Continued]]> for a not yet committed sin nevertheless I’m culpable for the sin not committed is I am indeed miserable the thought that never wants to leave my head in peace by day and night it haunts me towards the abyss I wish I could grab you hold on for long until the night turns the sky blue until the clock stays still in dreams that visit me I drown and I can’t swim hold my hand tight and…

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]]> it / streams https://razdavid.studio/it-streams/ Fri, 18 Dec 2020 22:46:24 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1239 Continued]]> it rips me from the inside behind leaves emptiness and dust nothing more than a hollowed crust voided of any life or pride the days go by yet time stays still reverberates through recollections no star can give me more directions whereto my longing to fulfil I’ll never know in which direction should aim the prow and whereto row the streams will one day to me show what for and why in…

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]]> pray / gods https://razdavid.studio/pray-gods/ Fri, 18 Dec 2020 01:17:34 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1237 Continued]]> it hurts yet I cannot stop it I trick myself into believing another one won’t hurt my living another step to the bottomless pit I pray I can keep far away the spirits feasting on my flesh they carve my sins each day afresh yet prayers don’t keep them at bay the heavy weight pressing my chest gets heavier each day and night each time I swear that I will fight but I give up at the first…

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]]> blue / red https://razdavid.studio/blue-red/ Sun, 21 Jun 2020 12:04:48 +0000 https://plaguedoctor.me/?p=1189 Continued]]> the empty kitchen smells like mould the tiles are green the mood is blue since yesterday it has a darker hue turns even darker with the cold for all I’ve tried I can’t escape it climbs relentless up my thoughts nevertheless it joins the dots from the fog drawing a new shape it’s been a blessing for the soul it’s been a burden on the mind I try to sooth it keep it confined for in truth…

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